And i am getting worst in my English, sometimes "pikun" in some words and phrase, even couldn't translate some sentence, poor me!
Maybe I should watch more movies and read much article 😌...
Nothing changes a lot in my life, still a house-mom, literally house-mom who doesn't have any utterance to socialize with the neighbourhood.
Additionally, I've got my new activity, yipppieeee, I re-open my english course since September, I am literally feeling more alive, I mean, a lil bit usefull and productive 🤣...
That doesn't earn so much, but I can say that my life is colored by teaching kids, sharing my knowledge and going out with my students, something like a refreshing activities for a 24-hours-housemom...
Sometimes, I feel so complicated, like...
Okay, I am an introvert person, I don't even want to have chit-chat with others, meanwhileeee, in other time, I do love meeting others, and being socialized, and I'd be so terrible whenever others ignored me....
For example, 😌,
We are in the same group, and they make plan without asking me to join, that's so hurt, okay, I know that they may understand my character whom doesn't like to socialize, but, is it that hard to ask, you just need to ask, "do you want to join us?"
It's not that hard, who knows that I wanted to join them, and bash the partyyyy maybe, *just jokes 😅...
It feels so awful being ignored and alianated...
"We are not in the same frequency"
Just shut your damn 🤧,
In another business, you ask me first to join (something related with money), meanwhile in happy2 yayayeye I wasn't including to them, their circle, good job, Boo...
Well, in the end, I am just like, ohhh, okay, it doesn't matter actually, because I live my own life with my own family...
I don't ask your help to live my life,
I don't ask your money to fulfill my need,
Just, okayyy, that's enough for the conclusion,
Go little rockstar with your sweet circle, just ignore me, I am enjoying my own life...
😚😚
