Panic at the Disco ( a mom's story related to the virus outbreak)

Hay everyone...
It's not so good by the way...
surely it does...

We have a bad news, related to the virus outbreak recently...

who's telling that I am not panic?
Of course, I am telling you, I am panic...
I can't lie anymore, once more I am telling you that I am panic...

I sometimes at the stage of "giving up" as I don't know about the future...
I live nearly Jakarta...
and the cases mostly infect in Jakarta and the nearly regions...

I wanna crying everytime I watch some news in TV or in IG.
Today, the lockdown starts,
My husband is having some break from the office...
We used to be happy,
But it's not now...
It's an awful thing right now...
hiks...
No, we are not doing okay as we don't trust Allah's help to solve all this problem,
but do you realize that this is one kind of His bless to examine His people...
I am so sure Allah has a best plan to us...
and still...
I can't lie, I am panic...
We have tried our best to prevent from getting infected, in addition (Note with underline) I have a baby 😭😭😭😭...
How can I be so calm?! 😭😭😭
I am trying to make everyone is doing fine like eating generously and on time, consuming some vitamins, etc.
what about when we need to go out from home?
We exactly still need to have a lil time going out to buy some nececeries.
and I am so busy think what we might see and touch when we go to indomaret for example.
Okay, I am so terrible right now 😭😭😭😭...
From the news I've heard, the infections has spreaded locally.
We don't know whom we see out there.
Okay, please be calm Sekar...
So many selegrams I follow love to share informatiom related to this issue. Okay, Thanks veryyy veryyyy much, it does help me, surely help that I am able to think what I am supposed to do.
But please lahhhh, please, don't make everything getting in rush and even we are more pathetic histerical and think what we actually don't need to think now. Please, I am mentally hurt, let's remind each other in positive ways...
Let's just not make a "burned-beautifully caption" and make us even more panic 😭😭😭...
Just please...
We all know this is a serious matter.
Emmmm maybe it's just me who's too sensitive...
I just don't know why, but I think my neighbours are not as worried me...
They are still acting normal in their daily life...
Is it just me that "super- lebay"? 😭😭😭
Yes, I am a "parnoan" person from the first...
We have used mask and washed our hands as often as we can...
but still I am panic...
I am so stressful...
I hope this is just a dream and we woke up and everything is fine, normal as used to be...
😭😭😭😭
I am writing this headline just to share my feeling 😭😭😭
A mother of a 4YO baby...
Even I loose my appetite and loose my mood every single hour right now...
I am so frightened...
Let's all pray, wish and hope that everything can be soon fine and back to the normal...
😭😭😭
I was worried so much when the flood happened last time, then now I learn that it's better than this virus outbreaks..
My God,
and now I am still complaining...
Arghhhhh....
Let's all hand in hand protect ourselves, protect our fam, protect our earth from this sorrow examination...
Stay healthy 😭😭...