Ramadhan in The Middle of Pandemic Condition

An Extraordinary Ramadhan (2020)

Haiiii, Moms...
Can you believe it?
We've been in the seventh day of Ramadhan...
Alhamdulilah...

But,

This Ramadhan is a little bit, no, it's much different from the other Ramadhan we have before.

This time, Ramadhan seems to be quiet.

A quiet Ramadhan...

There is no Tarawih in Jamaah, no Tadarus in group, no children's laughter and noise in Mosque whom we usually hear in Iftar and Sahoor time.

So sad...

I miss the moment we can go out searching for some Takjil snack and cycling around with my daughter and hubby for Ngabuburit...

This Ramadhan is much different.

We are all still struggling to survive from virus outbreak. In addition, we are not allowed to have some Mudik in Ied day. Ahahaha... that's smart solution to stop the virus spreading. But, for me, it's quite hard. I usually go to Madiun once in three or four months, and this time, I can not have a break to Madiun in long period.

We are missing each other (my families and us here). Feeling hit the bottom? Of course, almost everyday. My stress level is beyond awesome 😅. I am not lying by the way. Lucky me, my hubby' still has some WFH until the untold time. So tentative 😅. 

Yas, It makes us having more quality some these days. Some people say there is always a good thing in the worst day. Maybe yes, Allah gives us time to cuddle more. 

Have you heard that pollution's ranks point decrease recently? Even Jakarta looks better now. Is it good? Maybe yas, but I think it doesn't mean that we need virus outbreak to heal Earth's condition 😅. We can LEARN that we, human, actually can change our earth condition if we struggle seriously. And it's proved now.  Let's continue to maintain thia circumstances though the virus has gone later on. 

And,

Still, there is time when I am feeling super frustrated and wanna cry much. Korean drama can not heal anymore (beside having some ibadah). Then, exercising while listening some music sometimes helps me a lot to make up my mood. Baking? not for these days. I am less excited for baking ☹️ recently. 

Having some learning activities with my daughter is another helpful way to get rid our boring time. Poor her, she can not go out and play with her friends whenever she wants. Ya, we stay at home in whole time 😄. The school has some break also. 

Ahhh... 

No time for complaining much,

Useless,

Allah must have some reasons giving this situation to us.

All we can do is just praying, praying, and praying.

Ahhhh...

It's so up and down, and honestly I don't like it 😭.

So grateful we still can eat properly. Meanwhile, there are so much unlucky people who lose theor job related this issue.

Moms, 

Let's be cheerful for our family...

Let's be more optimist and put in moreeee trust to Allah that Allah will help us to overcome this problem. Aamiin...

• April, 30th...