my Life Update

 hayyyyyyy.... 

It's been Aprillllll....

Been three months since I wrote this page. Life went busy and rushed. I run my English class as usual and pandemic is still going on the same track I guess hahahaha....

We get third wave on February and I did close my English class for a month such a terrible thing. It's two years, Dude, can't believe it actually.

when will it end???

We are all so tired of this situation. Our lives are in on off dituation related to this situation. We had tried to adapt (till now I mean). And it is still to burdened us mentally and physically. 

let's talk about another thing.

Today I want to share my "uneg2" with you all. As you know I have a little daughter in her 6 years old right now. Emmm... I just realized something, she is getting bigger huhu...  She is definately growing bigger physically. Ahhh... she is not a baby anymore. Her physic is changing. She is a toddler now. Alhamdulilah that she is growing well but I am kinda feeling a little dramatic and mellow and missing her when she was a baby hahaha....

She is going to go to Elementary school soon. So many things run in my head. Is she able to do it? Is she able to handle situation then? Is she okay to go to school by her self (using school bus)? Is she able to eat by herself when she is in the school?

Is it just me thinking so overwhelmed or any other parents have the same thought?

She is my only daughter and we live in neighborhood which is not children-friendly. I have so many overthinking things that maybe just coming too far and "lebay". But anything which is I had neverthough before will happen in my surrounding, it happens, criminality, and so on.

As a mom, I think that's normal thing to do, giving a lot preventif for example. 

Choosing the school itsself had made us freak out. We surveyed  some school near our living. And we decided to applied in this school because it is the most appropriate school according to us. and it is a liitle far from our house.  

That's why I also practice driving car for some reasons. I may send my daughter to school by my self if I can drive car by my self. such a surprise wkwkwkwkwk I had practiced car a long time ago. And it turned out a little bit dissapointing wkwkwk...

But mom's insting maybe come first over all of the things. I struggle a lot to be able driving my own car for my daughter's safety. wish me luck, guys....

Okay maybe it's all for today...

Let's talk next time...